Disillusioned

I have a dream that consumes me

I bring along a simple question

Can your perceptions be my reality?

Will mine become an intrusion?


It’s a different world out there

Will I ever belong?

Cos I keep losing my way

I wanna turn and ….run


Disillusioned, we started of wrong

I see the darkness when you’re staring at the sun

I’m disillusioned and I watch how it turns

All this has happened before, we’re just the reruns


Time keeps tapping on my shoulder

Taking me nowhere much too fast

And gently mocking my delusions

Till I wonder how long today will last


I’m beginning to doubt my vision

But I’ve broken free from the past

I’m floating on this karma keg

Dreading the final…..blast


Disillusioned, we started of wrong

I see the darkness when you’re staring at the sun

I’m disillusioned and I watch how it turns

All this has happened before, we’re just the reruns


-Suraj Mani

"All this has happened before, we're just the re-runs"